AJ-ism's...

"You...you...CAPTAIN HOOK!" (meanest name she can think of.)
"I have more boo-beer?"  (It's just root beer, I swear!)
"I runned and runned and then I falled and falled."
"Abby have sandwich.  BLT, please.  And take it apart first."  (Not an actual sandwich, bread, bacon, lettuce and tomato on a plate.)
"This house is driving me crazy!"
"Abby wants to go see um.  And play um."  (Museum with the play area.)
"DADDY'S HOME!  Bout time, too."

And all of these AJ-ism's took place in the last hour...  My ears are starting to hurt.

Time...

Time magazine featured a woman breastfeeding her almost four-year-old son this month.  I'm sure I'm not the first, nor will I be the last person to blog about this, but I digress.  Here is my problem.  Not that she is breastfeeding a child who could conceivably prepare his own lunch (hey, my two-year-old can throw together crackers, cheese and grapes if someone opens the child safety lock on the fridge for her), not that she breastfeeds in public (hey, she's had plenty of time to lose the baby weight).  Nope, my problem with the ad is that what she appears to be doing is neither nurturing or loving.  Hand on her hip, I dare you to tell me I can't attitude.  Not holding her child IN ANY WAY.  In fact, the ad and everything she seems to say gives the impression that she made her kid go in the other room and get a stool so he could just help himself.  To say nothing of the creepy "you'll be next" vibe I get from her kid.  I breastfed.  Sometimes I did it in public.  Sometimes I wore leggings.  Occasionally I was even standing up.  But I did it not because the world said I shouldn't.  I did it because I felt that it was the right choice for me and my children.  (Plus, I was too lazy to bottle feed.)  Why on earth if you feel so strongly about breastfeeding would you choose to allow a magazine to turn it into something that looks creepy and odd?  If you really feel you are making the breast...sorry, BEST...choice for your child then why exploit him?  So, long story short (too late) my problem isn't with you breastfeeding your almost four-year-old in public.  My problem is that you make all those other breastfeeding mommies (even the lazy ones) look like crazy voyeurs.  Way to motivate people to your cause.

Just In Case You Were Wondering...

Yep, that is the title I usually use when I am about to give you my opinion on something, but this time it's more of a thoughtful meandering. And what I'm about to type would probably not win me the popular vote on facebook, but whatever. This morning there was a news story about a dad who made his son wear a sandwich board on a busy street corner that read, "I am in 7th grade and I flunked this semester." A couple of months ago facebook ran wild with people posting a video of a dad who reads a letter his daughter wrote about her parents and then shot a gun into her laptop. Before that it was the mom that posted the ad in the paper selling her son's car because she found an empty beer can in it. Story after story about parents who are choosing to bring their child's misdeeds public in hopes of them understanding the seriousness of their offenses.

Do I think these parents sincerely want their children to succeed, to grow-up to mature adults, to understand the difference between right and wrong? Yes, I really do. But I can't get on board with this stuff and the reason I can't is that in some ways it seems self serving. It almost feels like an eye for an eye. You have embarrassed me, so I will embarrass you. And thanks to technology we can do it on a large scale.

I guess I think about my own children at their current age. When they are hurt by friends is my immediate response "then hurt them back"? No. I try to teach my children that two wrongs don't make a right. Sure, you need to stand up for yourself. If someone hurts you tell them so and why. If it keeps happening then distance yourself from that person because no one has the right to hurt you. But get even? No.

As parents we have to make hard choices. My children have missed birthday parties and sleep-overs do to poor choices. I don't allow them to make excuses for their behavior either. They have had to tell friends that they can't go bike riding because they are grounded. But I have never publicly shamed them for their mistakes because my goal in parenting is not to make them feel bad or humiliate them, it is to train them and teach them.

So now that boy in Miami will probably get better grades. After all, he never wants to go through that kind of embarrassment again. He will never, never forget the day he made the news for being a class clown. So dad won, right? I mean in the end it was worth it to get compliance. The ends justified the means. Or did they? 7th grade...that time when boys start turning to friends instead of to parents. That time when they start figuring out who they are. The time when your kids really need a safe place to stand when they mess up and need help.

As for that mom who sold her son's car, she publicly apologized to her son. She did an interview just to tell the world that he wasn't the one who was drinking, it was his friend. She said that she never expected the story to leave their small town, never expected people to applaud her and turn her into a hero. She told her son she was sorry, not for selling his car (after all, he had been warned that this would happen if he or anyone else drank in it), but for taking a private matter that belonged in their family and making it public.

As for that dad who shot his daughter's laptop... Well, I don't think he "needs to be investigated by CPS just in case he shoots her next". Little ridiculous if you ask me. He never threatened her in any way. He read aloud her letter which sounded like it was written by a overly-dramatic teenage girl who wanted her friends to know how rough she had it. Well, I guess dad just helped her prove her point. Now to her friends she is a martyr. Look at what her dad did to her! And other parents applaud him. You go dad! Don't let that girl walk all over you! Teach her some respect! I'm sure she respects you for humiliating her. For publicly shaming her. For making sure all her friends know how very lucky she is to have a father who loves her enough to take the time to make a video, post it on youtube so the whole world can see how horrible she is.

I guess where I get lost is in the details. If your child had a disagreement with a peer and they were the ones who took out that ad in the paper telling the world how sinful your child was you'd be mad, right? But as a parent it is an effective means of discipline? Jump down my throat all you want to, but I pray constantly that I will never be so angry with my child that I will go from protecting them from all the people who want to hurt them to being one of them.

We Don't Yell At This House...

Chris: Okay, now that we are past all that could you please not yell at me when you are mad? It's just gross.

Abby: Okay.

Chris: Okay. And I'm sorry I yelled back. That wasn't okay either.

Abby: Ya. We both yucky daddy.

Winning...

Z and I were reading Little House on the Prairie and Pa was telling Ma that the town now had around 75 people living in it...

Z: Wow! That's a lot!
Me: Do you know how many children go to your school?
Z: No. How many?
Me: About 850. Just in your school.
Z: WOW! How many oxen do we have?
Me: None...????
Z: So we have more people, but they had more oxen.

I Think He Missed Something...

Me: Time to go and get an education.

Z: No! I don't want an education.

Me: I'm sorry, but you need one.

Z: Is that where you cut my foot off?

Me:...no....that is an amputation. An education is when you learn things.

Z: Oh! Well, that's okay then.

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